Thursday, November 06, 2003

A sunny Morning!

This is a story that was written by a good friend of mine about a while ago. With her permission I edited and asked her to publish it on my weblog. So, here it goes…

On an early morning, before stars disappear from the beautiful autumn sky, completely by coincident I joined friends who leaded me to see someone who for the first time I felt for! I don’t know whether it has ever happened to you or not. But it was a strange experience. Seeing your soul in another body! At first, I got really confused!
But when I looked closely I realized she is thinking, dancing, and even acting similar to me. She was responding to any actions of mine with a spontaneous and energetic reaction similar to them. This person was in any possible way compatible to me even in very small things that normally no other person may pay attention to.
I tried my best & used all my energy to send her capturing signals, but because of the some known and unknown interferences, my signals were received with setback!! At last, signals were intercepted, when I got to know the person on the other side, I draw a conclusion that a miracle has happened!!! Finding someone who is compatible with me in all existing ways must be a miracle and she must be my soul mate! I dreamt all days & nights; imaging my soul mate in different places with me. I felt without that special person something is missing in my life. My soul mate was source of energy, enjoyment, calmness, and all good effects that a man can ever imagine. I could imagine this one was the one send by god to complete my lost half.
When I closely focused my eyes on her, I realized that she is a mirror, but not just any ordinary mirror on the wall. This was a mirror, which was reflecting all my lost years. A mirror with ability to make my soul transparent something that it was hard to ignore it. I tried to own this mirror. However, there was a problem, the fact was that I couldn’t hang the mirror on my own wall, because it was owned by another person!!

I thought of two possible options:
1. To steal the mirror from its current owner! This, of course, is an illegal act which I choose not to do, because I feel no gentlemen would do anything like this!
2. The second solution is to ask politely from his owner to remove her from the wall, give up the possession of her and hand her to me! This is an impossible solution though because I experienced the desire of the owner towards his mirror!

I finally decided to ask my mirror if it was possible for her to live on MY wall, and to be close to me. Unfortunately, my mirror silently refused!

Considering all options, I realized did not have any chance to win her back!
While I was distancing from her, her silent and calmness made her comparable to a beautiful mountain. It was a rainy day; even sky was crying and seemed sad!

I was distancing myself from my soul. I closed my eyes and tried to remember and record every refection that she emitted on my soul. I took her reflections to my heart and soul where no person could see or understand it. I won’t delete those gorgeous pictures.
I still hear reverberation of her voices in my ears… I know time will heal the pain.

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